Birthday Me

ah...sekarang tgl 14 november ga nyangka cepet banget waktu berlalu makasih ya yang udah ngucapin makasih. dikelas td mau dikerjain sama temen-temen tapi akunya lagi sakit jadi ga jadi dikerjain :-P. lolisem makasih ya({}) :* pas nyampai rumah pegel langsung berangkat ke cdc latihan dengan semangat untungnya aja ga disuruh push up habis tadi telat alhamdulillahnya begitu :-) terus setelah selesai sampai rumah cuci kaki,muka,badan kaya mandi gitu terus buka laptop ternyata aaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh Mr.Book ({}) ngucapin selamat ulang tahun 

padahal enggar ga ngarep minta diucapin sm Mr.Book tapi Mr.Book  ({}) aahhh mr.book tanpa kata-kata lagi deh rasanya ingin bertemu kembali dengan mr.book ({}) :*

Just A Feeling

I watched you cry

Bathed in sunlight

By the bathroom door

You said you wished you did not love me anymore

You left your flowers in the backseat of my car

The things we said and did have left permanent scars

Obsessed depressed at the same time

I can't even walk in a straight line

I've been lying in the dark no sunshine

No sunshine

No sunshine

She cries

This is more than goodbye

When I look into your eyes

You're not even there

It's just a feeling

Just a feeling

Just a feeling that I have

Just a feeling

Just a feeling that I have, oh yeah

Cause I can't believe that it's over

You've hit your low

You've lost control and you want me back

You may not believe me but I gave you all I had

Undress confess that you're still mine

Roll around in a bed full of tears

I'm still lying in the dark no sunshine

No sunshine

No sunshine

She cries

This is more than goodbye

When I look into your eyes

You're not even there

It's just a feeling

Just a feeling

Just a feeling that I have

Just a feeling

Just a feeling that I have

No I can't believe that it's over now

Just a feeling

Just a feeling that I have

So much to say

It's not the way she does her hair

It's the way she seems to stare right through my eyes

And in my darkest day when she refused to run away

From love she tried so hard to save

It's just a feeling

Just a feeling

Just a feeling that I have

Just a feeling

Just a feeling that I have

It's just a feeling

Just a feeling

Just a feeling that I have

Just a feeling

Just a feeling that I have

I can't believe that it's over

I can't believe that it's over

Now I can't believe that's it's over

Kaca Mata 

rasanya bisa begitu tenang,santai,polos,lugu,culu,tertawa dan simpati. entah kenapa ini begitu menyala hanya kamu saja,wow itu begitu mendekati sempurna.
aku menanyainya "hai aku ingin berbicara kepadamu" tapi itu tidak pernah bisa. kamu tau rasanya suka kepada seorang seperti orang gila tertawa-tawa sendiri tidak karuan / seperti banteng lagi rusuh.
hei kamu yang kaca mata dan ceroboh disini ingin membuat kamu mengerti. rasanya ingin melihat tawa setia diwajahmu itu membuat orang menjadi kebingungan hei percayalah.

Never Gonna Leave This Bed

You push me

I don't have the strength to

Resist or control you

Take me down, take me down

You hurt me

But do I deserve this?

You make me so nervous

Calm me down, calm me down

Wake you up

In the middle of the night to say

I will never walk away again

I'm never gonna leave this bed, oh

So come here

And never leave this place

Perfection of your face

Slows me down, slows me down

So fall down

I need you to trust me

Go easy, don't rush me

Help me out, why don't you help me out?

Wake you up

In the middle of the night to say

I will never walk away again

I'm never gonna leave this bed, oh

So you say "Go, it isn't working"

And I say "No, it isn't perfect"

So I stay instead

I'm never gonna leave this bed

Take it, take it all

Take all that I have

I'd give it all away just to get you back

And fake it, fake it all

Take what I can get

Knockin' so loud

Can you hear me yet

Try to stay awake but you can't forget

Wake you up

In the middle of the night to say

I will never walk away again

I'm never gonna leave this bed, oh

You say "Go, it isn't working"

And I say "No, it isn't perfect"

So I stay instead

I'm never gonna leave this bed, ooh

Take it, take it all

Take all that I have

Take it, take it all

Take all that I have

Take it, take it all

Take all that I have

Take it, take it all

Take all that I have

Take it, take it all

Take all that I have

Take it, take it all

Take all that I have

Take it, take it all

Take all that I have

Thingking Of You 


Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one
I still got the seed

You said move on
Where do I go
I guess second best
Is all I will know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes

You're like an Indian summer
In the middle of winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center
How do I get better
Once I've had the best
You said there's
Tons of fish in the water
So the waters I will test

He kissed my lips
I taste your mouth
He pulled me in
I was disgusted with myself

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if


You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into...

You're the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let you go
Now the lesson's learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think you should know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Oh won't you walk through
And bust in the door
And take me away
Oh no more mistakes
Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay... 

Kaca Mata

hai kaca mata apakah kamu tidak bisa bertatapan dengan saya. hai kaca mata apakah kamu tidak bisa meyakinkan saya untuk menjadi sebagian dirimu. hai kaca mata saya cuman ingin mengetahui saja kalau kamu berada dengan saya. "hai kaca mata jangan mengubah kepercayaan saya ke kapada kamu" kata saya "hai saya ingin mengubah tapi tetap untuk kamu" kata kaca mata. menyanyikan just the way you are memakai bariton itu serasa menghasilkan suara untuk saya untuk menemukannya kembali tapi "hai kaca mata kamu telah berada dengan saya"

Pelajaran

ga tau kenapa gue tiba-tiba saja jadi bingung dan juga bingungnya ga tau kenapa juga, kayanya gue juga stress stadium 4 masalah mikirin pelajaran yang tiap hari ulangan-ulangan dan ulangan. anehnya kalau ulangan kan mengulang materi tapi kenapa makin susah -_- gue keder padahal hanya mengulang sudah gitu gue ditambah les sana-sini makin burak tuh otak makin mengecil yang paling padat tuh les bahasa inggris dan gue harus sampai TOEFL max.500 min. 476 nah itu target bahasa inggris gue dan itu juga yang membuat otak gue bingung sorry ya jayus yang bilang ga penting ga usah dibaca dari tadi sii =))

kamu memulai drama dan mendapatkan karma 

Better Than Revenge
Now go stand in the cornerAnd think about what you didHa, time for a little revenge
The story starts when it was hot and it was summerAnd I had it all, I had him right there where I wanted himShe came along, got him alone, and let's hear the applauseShe took him faster than you can say sabotage
I never saw it coming, wouldn't have suspected itI underestimated just who I was dealing withShe had to know the pain was beating on me like a drumShe underestimated just who she was stealing from
She's not a saint, and she's not what you thinkShe's an actress, whoaShe's better known for the things that she doesOn the mattress, whoa
Soon she's gonna find stealing other people's toysOn the playground won't make you many friendsShe should keep in mind, she should keep in mindThere is nothing I do better than revenge, ha
She lives her life like it's a party and she's on the listShe looks at me like I'm a trend and she's so over itI think her ever present frown is a little troublingShe thinks I'm psycho 'cause I like to rhyme her name with things but
Sophistication isn't what you wear or who you knowOr pushing people down to get you where you wanna goOh, they didn't teach you that in prep school, so it's up to meBut no amount of vintage dresses gives you dignity
She's not a saint, and she's not what you thinkShe's an actress, whoaShe's better known for the things that she doesOn the mattress, whoa
Soon she's gonna find stealing other people's toysOn the playground won't make you many friendsShe should keep in mind, she should keep in mindThere is nothing I do better than revenge, ha
I'm just another thing for you to roll your eyes at, honeyYou might have him, but haven't you heard?I'm just another thing for you to roll your eyes at, honeyYou might have him, but I always get the last word
She's not a saint, and she's not what you thinkShe's an actress, whoaShe's better known for the things that she doesOn the mattress, whoa
Soon she's gonna find stealing other people's toysOn the playground won't make you many friendsShe should keep in mind, she should keep in mindThere is nothing I do better than revenge, ha
And do you still feel like you know what you're doing?'Cause I don't think you do, ohDo you still feel like you know what you're doing?I don't think you do, I don't think you do
Let's hear the applauseC'mon show me how much better you areSee you deserve some applause'Cause you're so much betterShe took him faster than you can say sabotage